Hell

Nathan Scott

Drugs in my system
Yeah I feel them kicking in
Promised I'd change
But I'm never quitting this
Stuck in my ways
Yeah I'm never switching shit
Told you I'd pray
But nobody's listening

Dug my own grave
I know I can't be saved
High off a 8
Yeah I can't feel my brain
Old me is dead
Yeah he's gone with no trace
Look in the mirror
I can't see my face

Upping the dose
Till reality bends
Making my dreams
And reality blend
Hoping I wake up
Alive in my bed
Hoping I killed
All my demons instead

I miss my parents
I miss my friends
I miss the person that
I've never been
It's quite apparent
I can't pretend
(Damn)

I know how this shit ends
Yeah
One hell to the next
Yeah
Drowning in regret
I know how this ends
One hell to the next
One hell to the next

Don't got much faith left
Yeah
One day to the next
Yeah
Drowning in regret
I know how this ends
One hell to the next
One hell to the next
(Damn)

I've had too much
Yeah I can't feel my limbs
I'm underwater
I'm trying to swim
Can't see the surface
The light is too dim
Angels are singing
It sounds like a hymn

Crossing my fingers
And holding my breath
Wanna believe
But I got nothing left
Prison made outta
My bones and my flesh
Trapped with the demons
I tried to repress