Suicide

(Verse 1)

April 1st I got a call that my brother died
Never thought that he was one to commit Suicide
I had seen him the night before with his new ride
When I got the call, all I did was cry
I can’t believe that you felt you couldn’t come to me
I can’t believe that pain inside was so fuckin deep
I saw your mom at your funeral that hurt me
Cause for the rest of her life I know she’ll be hurting
I’m mad at you for this selfish act
You just walked all over us like a welcome mat
We went to war together and I had your back
And you did this shit to me what kind of shit is that? God!

(Hook) (2x)
I don’t wanna lose no more friends
So ill express how I feel
So that you know that it’s real

(Verse 2)
It’s been 3 years and the pain remains the same
You still linger in my brain
I think I’m going insane
I can’t imagine what your parents are going through
I know you felt alone but that just wasn’t true
You had plenty of people who love you
How can we help if we don’t know what you going through?
I’ve been beating myself up like I should’ve knew
I beat myself up even though it was all you

If you feel like giving up I beg you ask for help
Those are demons in your head you aren’t your true self
The pain doesn’t go away, it goes on someone else
Don’t be afraid to speak up, somebody will help

If you are someone going through tough times, just keep your head up, there will be better days. Happiness is within you. We must express love to one another, like sisters and brothers.