Go with the Wind

And as the record sparks
What are the thoughts that make you agitated
Flaws that got you feeling alienated
What is the pain that got you feelin sedated
He said attention over love is such a shitty replacement
I told him if you really going through tell me would say it
Take a couple pills just to have a conversation
Friends hit your line and theres barely motivation
Numb to the thrill that your life busy making
It's either that or silence plus a little meditation
It's either that or silence plus a little meditation

I know the story of a boy that was stuck in his mind
Trapped in a cycle so convinced that its one of a kind
The same situation on a different fuckin side
But he dont know it
So the whole of his life
Hoping that he finds a little meaning
So he's dreaming bout some women and a house
So big that he can't even see the fucking ceiling
My homie dont you see that you are clinging to a feeling
Of worthless validation
Preaching all this shit steady at the train station
He's always been unaware of the other population
Cause hes focused on the tracks
Hope that i could be escapin
Anywhere is better wont you listen to the statement
But wait a second i can hear the pavement shakin
Can't believe his eyes cause its finally arrived
The train came to halt and he stepped right inside
Something so unusual but everything was fine
And something so familiar yet smthn he despised
Cause everybody had the same exact look in their eyes
Everybody was the same
He could see their souls but he didnt know their names
Didn't know their age
But he knew about the pain everything so rich but yet so plain
And right at moment smthn clicked in his brain
Maybe all along all i've been is just sane

That boy is me and you and possibly your grandma too
The standard fool that's made to lose in this society
Judgin on appearance and the state of my sobreity
Ain't even the brun of it dont know what i decide to be
They just super keen on supercharging my anxiety and honestly
I focus on the grand scheme of things like a macroeconomy
Calling me a wannabe at least i know what i wanna be
I wanna be smart and funny like comedy monopoly
And ain't nobody stopping me
Hating on your neighbours cause their table is mahogany
Late on your payments you should change on what your focusing
Couple doors shutting means a couple doors opening
Optimisms king in a world full of hypocrisy
Young Mynt spitting baby wont you call me socrates
Only thing that bother me is being mediocrity
Maybe that's the reason pops troubled with the thought of living happily
It's sad to see
He didnt make it to his 70s
Whole lotta questions but i guess im done questioning
Now i need to know shit little bit of pressuring
I'm glad i got the mothering
Value all these women right ontop of all the governments
Yeah im masculine but got a lot of feminine
You can learn a lot from them
He's out touch with his emotions cause hes always busy stopping em
3 AM with the tears hes dropping em
New pair of jordans hes coppin em
Just to fill void that his friends aint even noticing
Dave said it best were all alone In this together
58 tons but its looking like a feather
Pillow full feathers and its looking like the rest
Won't you say it with your chest and forget about the rest
But his response is so subliminal effort is barely minimal
Soul is barely visible hidden he thinks its pitiful
He closes it off to the world
And walks around town looking undisturbed looking undis

I wish I could fly from here the overload
I long to know what's going on on the side
For the whole of my life
I wish I could fly from here the overload
I long to know what's going on on the side
For the whole of my life