Valentine

Valentine in December
You say you love me but you don't remember
My name you cause me pain
All girls are the same
Every time I felt love I had to feel pain
I ain't looking up above cause these sky's grey
I'ma do some fucking drugs just to numb the fucking pain
And she gon play like instrumentals bitch I knew that you would change
Stress on my mental duck I don't deserve the hate
I'd sacrifice my worth to put a smile on your face
Destroyed my mental state when you push me Away
And I had to let you go because you weren't the same
Don't call me
You cause me
So much pain
Today
I'm okay
You lost me
I'm sorry
Don't cry
Valentine in December
You say you love me but you don't remember
My name you cause me pain
All girls are the same
New bitch got me feeling like ecstasy
Told that lil shorty that she can come and get with me
Just don't fucking play with me
Make a fucking play with me
Keep shit straight
Stay in check every day with me
Baby just don't mess with me
My chest hurts heavy
I don't need no stress
Just a bitch that excpets me
Some scars on my wrist
Broken heart and I'm edgy
But I been motivated since the day that you met me
You told me shit was meant to be
Well maybe you're not meant for me
Cause you're not sitting next to me
Yeah girl you're just a memory yeah
Catch me I'm falling
Slowly ill die