AVA (Letter To My Unborn Child)

[Intro]
Letter to my unborn
Letter to my unborn
Letter to my unborn child
Letter to my unborn
Letter to my unborn
Letter to my unborn child

[Verse 1]
I hope my baby girl don't hate me cause I didn't want her
I hundred different situations, swear my brain was caught up
I couldn't fathom a creation that I couldn't see
But through this pen I can feel you connected to me
And when I sleep I know we speaking through telepathy
It's really deep; In fact so deep I was scared of speaking
Our little secret; daddy's daughter; I'm a fuckin' father
It's hard to fathom; can't imagine; it's not how I wanted it to happen
Lackin' paper; swear to god I love your moma
I knew that she would be the one from when I first saw her
And I be stressin'; tried my best not to put pressure on her
Man it's depressing and I pray it ain't hereditary
That's really scary that you'll ever have a single thought
Of being worthless, hopeless, of being lost
But when you do just play this track back, cause I'm the source
Take a look at your grandma, she's so strong
And she's in you, the next fruit of our family tree
There's so much I understand now I couldn't see
Your pressence takes all my regrets from me
Cause everything I've been through is for you to be
For you to be

[Outro]
Love you eternally
You know it's deep
It's deep right?
All the rights, all the wrongs, all the twists, all the turns
They lead us here
This was all preordained
It all happened the way it was supposed to happen
There's no turning back
When you know that, that takes away the fear
Takes away the anxiety
Don't run from it
Run towards it
Just want you to know your father loves you
If you're ever going through anything
I want you to play this song back
I want you to listen to it
I want you to hear my voice
I might not be here
I might not be here anymore, but I'm always here
So I want you to listen to it, and-
You weren't even born when I made this
Isn't that deep? Right? Y'know
Twenty years from now I'm sure you'll be listening to this
(Take a deep breath)
Somewhere in your house or your apartment
(Take in a breath... and go)
Maybe your kid's will be running around or whatever's going on
(Excellent)
(Come on, come on)
And maybe I won't be here, maybe I will be. Y'know
(Come on baby a little harder, a little harder)
(Excellent. Good girl)
But if I'm not I just want you to know I love you
(Alright, take a deep breath again)
(Beautiful)
I want you to stay focused
(And go)
(Go)
And stay strong and be yourself
(One, two, all you got, three four, five)
And understand that there's no pressure
(Six, seven)
Everything will be what it is
(Eight, nine, ten)
Everything will be what it is
(Excellent, lets do one more)
(Come on give me one more)
(Wow, come on baby, come on)
(She's coming. Lets go. Two, three)
(As hard as you ca-Excellent!)
(Okay hold up, [?] around the neck)
(She's coming, and there she is)
(Oh my god)
(Look how beautiful she is)
(Oh my god)
(Good job babe, you did it all. Good job)
*Baby cries*
(Yeah)
(Oh my god)
(You did it)
(I can't believe this)
*Baby cries*