Rage Factor 11

Oh, here we go!
When I look around, all I can see are ghosts
Of everything that I've tried, not one thing came back to bite me
Fuck it! What is the difference?
You’ve got your secrets, why can't I have mine?
It's all fun and games until somebody can’t see the world clearly anymore
You do nothing but drag me lower down, I'll smash my head through a brick wall
My instincts lead me wrong! You'll have to teach my in strides
Your stupid book was wrong! I guess I bit off more than I could chew

All I see, a thousand faces staring back at me
I've got nothing to gain, and I've got nothing to lose anymore

Oh, I never thought that I could be so reckless
I didn't know what I was getting myself into
I'm never coming back for you

I'm wasting away, looking for something substantial
And losing control is all that I know
I just need to slow things down
Don’t you agree this is a waste of time?
Don’t tell anybody that you're losing your mind
With nothing to gain and nothing to lose, and all these wasted chances
My exit’s delayed, the temptations too great
Back to the start again

Give me just a little more!
Give me more, now!