Broken Promises

As I continue to try to free myself
I'm restrained by my own vice
A most surprising weakness
That's so hard to identify
Thinking back upon myself
I often chose without much thought
Much more is of consequence
Pure pleasure or from the heart

Just another addiction

Will I ever gain control
Or will I make the same mistakes
Confusing love and physical lust
I continue to let it trap me

Restrained... By my own actions
Restrained... without emotion

Another aspect of control. Another time I've been deceived
Another choice. That got the best of me

Broken promises. For moments of a false emotion
Broken promises. Never again