silly me :)

I feel like I'm a monster
Or a dumb cliche
I wish I felt more in my face
But I slowly slip away
I smile at the people passing by
Should this be so hard?
Don't know if I can try to carry on like this I don't want to lie

Strangers keep saying hello
I think they mean to say bye
My mirror likes to tell jokes
Please excuse me if I cry
I'm scared I'll end up alone
With no one left by my side
That's why I secretly hope
Before that time I might die

Uh oh, no oh there I go
I fucked it up again I hope
You know oh that I'm a joke
Silly me I wish I never spoke
Down low oh on the down low
I'm so scared of letting go
Losing control
I'm doing my best I hope you know

You and me are different
But we're broke in the same places
If I seem a little distant
I'm trying to find the words to say that
Nobody's ever made me feel the way that you do
I had little faith that maybe some day I'd meet someone like you

Strangers keep saying hello
I think they mean to say bye
My mirror likes to tell jokes
Please excuse me if I cry
I'm scared I'll end up alone
With no one left by my side
That's why I secretly hope
Before that time I might die

Uh oh, no oh there I go
I fucked it up again I hope
You know oh that I'm a joke
Silly me I wish I never spoke
Down low oh on the down low
I'm so scared of letting go
Losing control
I'm doing my best I hope you know

Uh oh, no oh there I go
I fucked it up again I hope
You know oh that I'm a joke
Silly me I wish I never spoke
Down low oh on the down low
I'm so scared of letting go
Losing control
I'm doing my best I hope you know