Best For You

I could be a recovering dope addict
I could be recovering from a stroke at an intensive care unit
I just mean it could be worse
I could get submersed in some toxic competitions
Being competitive is what convinced me to admit it
Sometimes I've contemplated if I need to be admitted
If someone asked me to then I'd probably have did it
Ever since a kid I've been committed
It lead me to myself, and I don't recognize where I'm sitting
30 something years and I still don't get it
Why does everyone else seem so different?
Why do I hate being by myself but need distance?
And why is all this fucking anxiety so persistent?
I made it where I'm at cause I'm consistent
These other rappers couldn't rock a crowd if they were part of Limp Bizkit
I'm crazy but I still handle my business
Show respect get respect if you don't then it's different
I walk around the block feeling lonely
Next moment I'm The Rock on my "know your role, jabroni"
I'm not certain but I think they'd call it manic
First I'm Lil Yachty them I'm sinking Titanic
When you see me in the bar wearing sandals
That's when you know I'm doing more than I can handle
I think I'm at my wits then I'm not
I know if I don't manage this then I don't have a shot
That's all mental health really is
You gonna let it get you or just give all you can give?
I don't recognize where I'm at
Life's moving fast, think I like it like that
Trying to make it back to the crib
But I don't know why, I don't like where I live
Sometimes your homes not the best place for you
Cause thats the place that triggers the most stress for you
You do the most for 'em but they do less for you
Sometimes you gotta just do what's best for you
And sometimes your homes not the best place for you
Cause thats the place that triggers the most stress for you
You do the most for 'em but they do less for you
Sometimes you gotta just do what's best for you