Forgotten in my mind

I've been suppressing my emotions
Suppressing 'till depression starts
Arresting my emotions
Affected by the fact I know
That death's my only motive
It always keep's me going
Been dealing with the threats
Know I could go out any moment
Jamie is a ghost, don't nobody seem to know
Ain't nobody see a poet
Everybody see the ocean
Everybody judge, but listen
I've been going back to smoking
Going back to being lonesome
Cut me 'till i'm open and you
Tell me what you find a god inside a mind
And probably lost in time
Stressed out by the fact she'll
Be forgotten in due time
And know that one day she'll
Be forgotten in my mind
Can't seem to find her