I Still Do

How could I forget that day
It's burned into my memory
And it won't ever leave
How could I forget the way
You looked at me like an enemy
I could barely breath

I thought things would get better
But it's taking forever
Will we ever be the same
Why does this feel so wrong
I said goodbye but I can't move on
I'm the only one to blame
And that's why

I don't want to think about you
More than I have to
Don't wanna miss you
But I still do
Was I a fool to walk away
Did love slip right through my hands
I don't want to think about you
But baby I still do

8 months and 6 days later
And no one's asked me how I'm doing
I was kinda hoping they would
And all your friends still talk to me
But they choose their words so carefully
Will I always be the enemy

I keep praying for a breakthrough
An explanation for why I hurt you
Is it wrong of me to wonder, how you've been?
In my closet there's a letter
That I'll send when things get better
Oh I hope that things get better
But until then