Losing time

They say I got a warped perspective
Said my judgment is defective
With you
With you

I only noticed with the mirror
Saw myself and things got clearer
Without you
Without you

Been on my mind
How I'm losing time
And I don't
I don't

I don't know how to cope
With a life without hope
So I won't
I won't

I won't ever rest
'Till I do my best
But I'm tired of all the thoughts
That circle round in my head

I wanna go away
Don't wanna see the day
Anymore
Don't wanna anymore

I feel I'm wasting time, yeah
You know it's such a crime, yeah
Things are better in my head
Wish I could live there instead

Alone in this world, you see
Doеsn't matter much to me
All I'm tryna say is
I couldn't love you morе than yesterday

Been on my mind
How I'm losing time and I don't
I don't

I don't know how to cope
With a life without hope so I won't
I won't

I won't ever rest
Until I do my best
But I'm tired of all the thoughts
That circle round inside of my head

I wanna go far away
Don't wanna see another day anymore
Don't wanna anymore

You wish things were better than they could be
I look all around hoping that I would disagree
But now it's all I see
That time has run away from you and me
And we're not where we wanna be

Not where we wanna be
Yeah not where we wanna be
You said it's done
I said not till we reach infinity

Losing my mind like I'm losing myself
Infinite Jest sits on my shelf

And I'm reading books, wanna sit
Walk until I'm sick of it
Every day is passing by
Can't slow down and pause this time

Feelin' my weight comin' down with a crack
I got scars on my hands
And you know I'm proud of that

Tune in to the world and see
It's so much better than it could be
And it goes on without me