If I'm Honest

Darling, if I'm honest
You've been on my mind, on my mind all day.
And darling, if I'm honest
I can't bring myself to think no other way.

I've been doing all kinds
Of reckless things to forget your face
Like going out on the town
And spreading around
All that love I kept for you.

But no one
Touches me like you used to
It's a shame but true
Nobody loves me the way that you
Used to.

And darling, I've been moving
Through seas of faces hoping to meet your stare
Dancing towards any strangers
With your crazy eyes or way with golden hair

I've been trying all kinds
Of useless ways just to push it all down
Like spinning around, spinning around
Till I fall to the ground

But no one
Touches me like you used to
It's a shame but true
Nobody loves me the way that you
Used to.

So I painted over all the cracks
But now your paint is pealing back

It's a shame but true
It's a shame but true
It's a shame but true
Nobody loves me the way that you
Used to.