How Crazy Is That Feeling?

[Intro: Kanye West]
If you hang around people who act like you aren't who you are, then you'll forget who you are

[Verse 1: MiMiLock]
Feel like everybody is watching but I won't ever be seen
Call me stringbean, I can be whatever you need
I been chasing my dreams, but they never in reach
If i'm taking the leap, then I won't get any sleep
What you niggas see really just the tip of the iceberg
Nobody got a clue, and it's getting on my nerves
I'm up at night turning lines to verses
That I'll never put out, think I might be nervous
But I'm in rare form like a shiny Persian
So I gotta keep going even if the work is not respected
Niggas finna learn they lesson
So it really don't matter if they heard the message
Mental state going in the worst direction
And I really don't know if I deserve a blessing
But I'm on my own, so it's work or dead end
The fire do him in way worse than Benson

[Verse 2: MiMiLock]
I feel like Meguru Bachira sometimes
With how I'm left behind and mischaracterized
Stuck in my mind with the guys, compared to the time
I looped this sample, nigga, I swear I could fly
Up through the clouds, nigga, I feel like Takami now
Feel like ignoring anybody that talk to me now
Even through a screen, ain't nobody that's calling me out
You niggas green, looking like a Monopoly house
So I'll leave you red like a hotel
Let's go to jail, no visitors and no bail
Solitary got kristoph in his own hell
But it'd be heaven for me, I think it'd go well
Will I ever dumb down bars? Nigga, no
Nobody truly know me, got me feeling so alone
They wonder what's on my mind, what's lingering in my dome
I tell em ain't nothing wrong, I deal with it on my own
I deal with it on my own