Terrible October

Lonely have I been, for so long, so long
And though I try to stay strong
In times of pain and oppression
I've tried to count my blessings
But the deeper I get, the deeper I let
This shit get to me, the pain it gets the best of me
And the only way out, the only way out
Is when I close my eyes and shout

A-whoaooooohooohoooh whaoooaawhoa a-whoa
A-whoaooooohooohoooh whaoooaawhoa a-whoa

Lonely have I been, for so long, so long
Some things I'd done were so wrong
I gave up the love that meant the most to me
I'm guilty, the thought alone it kills me
Well I've heard you found the love you were looking for
That makes one of us, that makes one of us
And it seems you've lost the love that came before
That makes one of us, that makes one of us

A-whoaooooohooohoooh whaoooaawhoa
Nah nah nah nah
Nah nah nah nah

Well happiness you left me long ago whoa
Try my best not to let it show whoa-e-whoa
Will someone tell me when my day will come
And when I'm low, will let me know I'm not the only one

Well each and every one of my dreams have turned to nightmares
In town, well even the hills ain't fair
And you won't catch me ever jumping out of windows
Shit can hit the fan, and that's just the way the wind blows
What more can I say, it's just another terrible day in October