The Guy Who Played Tron in Tron

I'm stuck in the same head-space
Sharpened words on demand
Always ready to bring you down
With that same dumb look stuck on my face

I can't help but fixate on all the small things
Another layer of insecurity
I try to say the right things, but in the end what does it mean?
Jump through hoops to show you that I care
We still replay the scene

I'm not searching for that someone
I just don't want to lose them
These words always sound the same
I just want to prove them

Am I misguided, am I the one to blame?
Always lacking tact and emotionally frustrated
Please take it back, just stay in your lane
Making rash decisions, and you never deserved it
You're always wrong, you're too perfect

(Over the years, I swear I'm getting better)
(Just try to stay focused, and hold it together)

I'm not searching for that someone
I just don't want to lose them
These words always sound the same
I just want to prove them

Would I lie to you? Only if you want me to
Bury me deep in your chest, while I keep holding my breath