Final Goodbyes
Two days after his passing, they finally searched his room thoroughly. Dust covered the mostly unkempt and dirty room. Through lost toys, condoms that were never used from his friend Jonathan, and random poetry books scattered across the nightstand, they looked. Finally they came across the note, it read like this:
"This is my message to everybody in my life, I might call you out specifically, I might not, but I just want my story to be heard. I have been planning this for about a year, a full album to finally wrap up my life. An album where once I released it I could finally kill myself. I am unhappy with this creation of mine. Others praise some of my songs claiming that they are enjoyable, but I just don't know if I believe them. I can't listen to like two of these tracks without wanting to stop it. I am unhappy but this had to come out at some time. I want to thank a lot of people in my life for trying their best to help me. My parents obviously, two of my siblings even though I didn't talk to one very much were always kind. I love my family for the most part. I want to thank some specific friends, Griffin, Aidan, Sean, Jonathan. I don't have much to say other than I love you guys. I don't want to get into this whole big fight after this as to why I didn't put you on here. These people especially and for the most part Sameer and Kole just brought a ton of happiness into my life. I feel like I could be somewhat open around you all. Thanks. I want to thank some music friends, specifically Brandon for just being really kind, I want to thank Leo for pushing me to finally release this album, it really helped. I am sorry I never listened to much of your music when you were With Love, Mom, but I really really fuck with this new stuff. I have been unhappy for quite some time, hopefully this does not come as a major shock to anybody, but I think that this will be my final goodbye. Thanks for listening"
