Lost Cause

Say something
You got me stressed here
We've been together for months but it feels like years
You've met my peers
My family
It's a tragedy that you hide me from yours
Im getting sick of being treated like that
Use me like a mat
Walk all over my face and my fucking back
I guess it was all a trap
How wack is that
Out of everyone you've loved I've never been one
I guessed I've been the runt
Even if I came with scissors
I still wouldn't make the cut
I already know wassup
With you it's never no fun
You make me feel like I've lost even though I've won
Imma be here from the womb to the tomb
I'll never be your ride or die
I seen the days you avoided me
It hurt so much you left a void in me
I just want your company
Call me a businessman
I just want to make you understand
How mad you got me
But you'll never fall in love with me
You're a lost cause
But I stand up just to give your applause
I've been a slave to your routine
Made me forget everything
Everything
I continue to pursue
Cause I don't have a clue
What I'm doing
I just need some time
Then I'll be fine
No more cold shiver down my spine
I grew up
I've left it all behind
I don't have you lingering my mind
I had my eyes closed
Missed all the signs
But just so you know you can't stop the divine
Sitting down reminiscing
Everybody listening
I got their ears
I just they hear
All throughout the years
Takes them too long to comprehend
But they're still my friends
Most of us will make it to the end
Follow our dreams
And always focus on the scheme
Lost hopes out in space
Left without a trace
I take it slow cause it's a marathon not a race
But I need to pick up the pace