Feel Real

Living in this half wake state
Day dreaming like we're close to the death
Grittin' on my teeth, tar taste, toothpaste
Dialogue playing in my head
Fuck am I doing?
Laying in a bed
10 am, feeling like I haven't got rest
Wondering about what's gonna happen next
Depressed about what happened before
Get my feet on the floor
Get my socks out the drawer
Keep my head in the world
Keep my task in the foreground
Even though I'm floating around
Make toast and coffee
I don't take medication, you can't stop me
I can't fake innovation, the wave got me
Gotta save reservation for insanity
Feel free to feel madness, to feel sadness
To be happy, to feel fear, contentment, to be inventive
Use my sensitive voice to connect with
And to vent shit
Why do we refuse to let ourselves feel?
Music penetrating the floodgate
The only time that you can feel real

Me and you here, you know
That there's nowhere else to go
Feel the rain as it pours
So we don't hold on no more
Knees fall to the floor
Cos you can't take any more
So let it rain
Let it rain

Let the tear fall down so the cloud fades away
Don't let that storm electrocute ya
Let the tear fall down so the cloud fades away
Don't let that storm electrocute ya

Walk through a grey cloud, can't see clearly
Face down in a big crowd, can't see me
Screaming at the traffic, like a schizophrenic
Stumbling down the highway on acid
Losing grip, but he found reality
In the dunes, in the basin, where the sand lives
Synapse don't work anymore
The same synapse don't work anymore
She can't climax, don't care anymore
Make nine tracks, hate myself more
Feel like giving up, this shit is tough
Don't give me drugs, I think I'm stuck
Inside this rut, don't give no fucks
I'm out of love, I need some
Vitamin B or broccoli
Enough sleep, insomnia, zombie, fucked
Combi charge up the hill, second gear
Stressing meter reaching way beyond the threshold, steaming
Stayed too long pre-drinking LFL inside these dirty teacups

Me and you here, you know
That there's nowhere else to go
Feel the rain as it pours
So we don't hold on no more
Knees fall to the floor
Cos you can't take anymore
So let it rain
Let it rain

Let the tear fall down so the cloud fades away
Don't let that storm electrocute ya
Let the tear fall down so the cloud fades away
Don't let that storm electrocute ya

We don't have a process, instead we got a complex
We don't have a clue yet, but we're still conscious
Need the colour blue, too much red inside your vortex
Your head's on fire, need some rain to put it out
The drugs help me, but the drugs hurt me
Convincing myself it's good to sit around drinking Furphys
The love comforts you, but it crushes you
Umbrella covers you, but it smothers you
The rain is cold, but it's real life
Human brain is old, but it's right now
Fight or flight now in a tight crowd
Behind on your work, but you're tired now
Coffee, coffee, yeah that's addiction
Self criticism, that's some distance
Stop me before I do something stupid
4 am, memory regrouping
Dating is an addiction
But I don't want to pay the price of commitment
Twenty first century nihilistic
Stay inside before you get scattered into existence

Me and you here, you know
That there's nowhere else to go

Knees fall to the floor
Cos you can't take anymore
So let it rain
Let it rain
Let it

Let the tear fall down so the
Let it
Let the tear fall down so the cloud fades away
Don't let that storm electrocute ya