Silent struggle (I was blind)

Looking out on the stone
I laid on the ground
See the seasons rolling
Feel it in my bones
Feel it in my bones

Brother up and dies
Saw it leave it eyes
Only for a moment

I caught up with desolation
In the time it took
To find my way
Home

And the years of silent struggle
Seem so far behind me now
And still clear as day somehow
I was blind at the time

I've been moving slow
Not enough to show
Due respect of timelines
How they come and go
How they come and go

Although the tide is high
I've been living low
Saw the soil turning

Memories into ecosystems
I can feel my body integrate
You

And the years of silent struggle
Seem so far behind me now
And still clear as day somehow
I was blind at the time

I don't know but I know you can't
In a sea of reckless strangers
Knowing ever what we seek but
Fresh makes a start
Have a heart that never skips a beat

Lay me down to rest
Wake me in the night
In the final stages
Allow me to refrain, oh
Allow me to refrain

Staring down the road
Run away from home
Well into the evening

Knowing ever in and outwards
I can feel my being here without
You

And the years of silent struggle
Seem so far behind me now
And still clear as day somehow
I was blind at the time