Spiral

Spiral
Spiral
Spiral

I can’t wallow any longer
My pain only makes them stronger
They say the only escape is severing the vein
I drag the razor down my wrist
My life bleeds down the drain

I bleed out until I turn grey
I crave for my flesh to decay
I try to eject my soul so I can drift away
They drag me further down the pit
I’m fucking here to stay

Endless suffering

I am suffering
Downward spiraling
I am suffering
Downward spiraling

Spiral
Spiral
Spiral

I can’t get them out of my head
I thought by now that I’d be dead
They keep my spirit alive so I can suffer more
They are the masters of torment
And I’m the fucking whore

Losing sanity
My grasp on existence is flawed
I bleed until there’s nothing left
Just like the son of God
I try to drain the demons
From my flesh as I was told
I just spiral down
Until I’m grey and cold

I am suffering
Downward spiraling
I am suffering
Downward spiraling
Purging out my veins
Spiral down the drain
Scarlett drops of rain
Lacerate in vain

My mind slowly drifts into exile
Surrounded by nothingness
A desolate plain of nihil
Down down
I spiral down into the void
My soul resides in darkness
Salvation destroyed