Disappear

In this lost and lonely place is where I call my home
Four thick walls surrounding me, I pay a heavy toll
A heavy toll

I'm pushing and pushing trying to claw my way back
Wishing and wishing I could disappear just like that

There the voice inside my head, it turns from friend to foe
When will this madness stop, neither of us knows
No one knows

Now I'm pushing and pushing trying to claw my way back
And I'm wishing and wishing I could disappear just like that

How did I get this way, how could I go this far
Was this the master plan, was it written in the stars?
For me to live my life as a pessimistic fool
A superficial man, the exception to the rule
To the rule

Mark my words and you will see the price that I have paid
The cost of life the wounded soul, nothing ventured, nothing gained
The hands have stopped out on the clock I'm on the astral plane
The things I've done won't be forgot, my image still remains

I'm pushing and pushing trying to claw my way back
And I'm wishing and wishing I could disappear just like that

I disappear just like that
I disappear just like that
I disappear just like that
I disappear just like that