Y do i feel this way

I FEEL LIKE IM SINKINGGGGGg
Againn...
Ahhh gainnn
Im always smokin gelat
This shit fuck up my head
Im always watchin 4 opps
They wanna see me dead
Im rolling trees it's za
So high can't feel my legs
Im thinkin fuck the world..
Why do i feel this way

Put way too much stock in my life i cannot kill myself now
And my Glock got a beam when my niggas pop out
Dont give a fuck bout what yall niggas thinkin theres opps out
Im smoking that ganja im smoking that shit
And i dont give a fuck bout what yall niggas think im just going
I got the strap n these bullets stay flowing
These niggas is goofy these niggas is bogus
Im fucking her friend n im fuckin her homie :0
These niggas is feds they actin real glowie
Playing both sides like they ain't trolling
By the time i'm 25 i'ma be balling
Stackin these hundreds if i can just focus
Feeling so fly, like i'm from boeing !

I CANNOT KEEP THINKINGGGGG
These thinggggsss
Oh these thaaangssss
I'm always
Feeling so self destructive
Smoking to just feel something
SOMETHING
IM STILL STUCK INM Y PAIN AGAINNNNNN

Im always smokin gelat
This shit fuck up my head
Im always watchin 4 opps
They wanna see me dead
Im rolling trees it's za
So high can't feel my legs
Im thinkin fuck the world..
Why do i feel this way
Im always smokin gelat
This shit fuck up my head
Im always watchin 4 opps
They wanna see me dead
Im rolling trees it's za
So high can't feel my legs
Im thinkin fuck the world..
Why do i feel this way

Dont fuck w all yall niggas yall niggas fuckin lame as hell
Im heavy straight losing my mind and no one can even tell
Im high off my ass i can't stop now what the fuck else
Is a bitch even really here for.. if not this
One thing i know is im fucking shit up
Im pouring a four straight up into the mug
Bad bitch n nobody can stop
Got za in my bag n we rollin it up
These niggas like wtf going on
Im not rly smart n i thought she was soft
Ahhh ohh oohhwooahowo