Odd January

If I only weren't asleep
Maybe we'd find a way to meet
With those glossed over eyes that I despise

I miss all the simple times
Where we smiled at the breeze
Face, faced down in a fake lawn of green
When the cold dissipated
And the sun shone again
For a week
That odd January

What a beautiful day
I'm so lost in my brain
See those glossed over eyes, I despise
Remind me everything's changed
What a beautiful day
Hoping it'll numb out the pain
If I keep dreaming on
Make it prolong
Then everything's okay

We used to speak, so simply
Aspirations and hopes
Couldn't count, too many
My confidence up and my voice rang out loud
Now every time I speak it's to drown out the sounds
Could we meet up again and come up with a plan
For a week
An odd January

What a beautiful day
I'm so lost in my brain
See those glossed over eyes, I despise
Remind me everything's changed
What a beautiful day
Hoping it'll numb out the pain
If I keep dreaming on
Make it prolong
Then everything's okay

Cause it was a beautiful day
We were young
Not filled with dreams
But high realities
And I don't know where I've gone
But if I keep dwelling on
The past
Maybe that odd January will come back