Lost In Your Eyes

Lost in your eyes
Tell me what you want
Lost in your eyes
That I used to see
I look at my life and I know that this ain't right
I ain't got no one by my side
Everybody else seems to be doing alright
Most of the time I cant even write
I look down at an empty screen
Listening to beats that don't work for me
Maybe I ain't destined to be apart of a dream
I really think people just hate me
I think i will never get through this phase
My problem is I don't know much about life
Or the people thriving within
Cause I just continue to follow a dream
That most days I don't believe in
Instead of being like everyone else
And go get a job work for a living
I choose to stay inside work on my music
See my excuse is at least I ain't got my hands tied
I have the ability to do what i want
But the problem is that i wont
I continue to sit and sink in my boat
I ain't making the most
Inside i'm miserable
I wake up just to write and record
Go to bed to stay up all night taking notes on how to improve
But see I don't got no one to talk to
Just bounce around in my thoughts
Can I really call this improvement
I cant tell but I think I have lost my mind
I think I've lost my soul
The only thing I know is that i'm
Lost in your eyes
Tell me what you want
Lost in your eyes
That I used to see
Lost in your eyes
Tell me what you want
Lost in your eyes
That I used to see
Your eyes is the only place I don't feel so alone
Staying up all night on the phone staring deep into each others soul
You build me up i cant be broken down
But then when i hang up i fall into my feels
Feeling emotions I've never felt and that's real
Love was in site but now its gone for the night
In my life I've met so many people
And not a single person
I can say I truly trust
Expect for you because I've had so much loss
I think my kingdom is starting to fall
My ego vacated years ago
I'm Just an empty body
Rapping about my shit to nobody
Man i really want there to be somebody
I need the support but i don't ask for support
I want to give you my all but me I'm not at all fine
I'm dealing with a lot of issues
I shouldn't share but inside I'm broken in despair
Is this the me that i want to put on and wear
I want to know why i get attached so easily
I just wanna scream
Caught in the top of lungs I cant even breathe
I'm attacking my mind in my sleep
You help learn more about me
How to explain myself through these beats
Explain myself through my music
You help me develop as a human
Lost in your eyes
Tell me what you want
Lost in your eyes
That I used to see
Lost in your eyes
Tell me what you want
Lost in your eyes
That I used to see
Maybe everything i do is a joke
Maybe everything i see is fake
Maybe everything i read is lies
Maybe everything i need is to let go
My heart told me that everything i need is to hold on
My brain is telling me to move on
I should quit now
I will never be with you
This will stay a dream and not become the truth
I'm shaking while i'm writing this verse
Cause it fucking hurts to let it all out
This is how i show my love i scream and shout
I cant get you off my mind
You broke straight through these walls of mine
I think I believe its my time
I've been lost in your eyes since the day my ring tone rung
Your special and different
You give me hope and acceptance
You may not like me now but I'm willing to wait until death and
I wanted to remake this song cause you make me feel better
Maybe i should drop this pen and go get ya
This is my love letter
I hope it makes you feel better
I'm no longer depress
You make me my best
I'm ripping my heart from my chest
I want you always holding my left hand
These feelings run deep
I love you that's all you need to believe
I'm trying to figure out why my problems wont let me survive
Ill comeback when i can believe that life is more than a lie
And this pain doesn't last forever
The only time i'm truly happy is when i'm
Lost in your eyes
Tell me what you want
Lost in your eyes
That I used to see
Lost in your eyes
Tell me what you want
Lost in your eyes
That I used to see
Lost in your eyes
Tell me what you want
Lost in your eyes
That I used to see
Lost in your eyes
Tell me what you want
Lost in your eyes
That I used to see