hate poem

(I like this new generation of music)

Why do I still feel like this
Yeah I'm losing it again
Am I really gonna die or is
It all inside my head?
Yeah, she asks if I'm okay so
I guess I will pretend
That I am but we both know I
Don't mean most of what I said
Stopped in time
Yeah, moments that I thought I would give up
Lost my mind
Still sitting here wishing for your love
Wishing that she really cared
Enough to tell me how she really felt
Losing hair
Out here wishing I could just give up
Fuck my life
I don't really care about it anymore
Don't feel right when I don't
Know what I'm living for
Minds lost in something that
I just can't ignore
Wish that I was still passed
Out on the fucking floor
Losing hope, feeling like I'm losing it again
Fuck my friends
Yah I know that they all inside my head
Could be the voice of the kids
But always forget what I said
Lost in my bed
Lost inside of a world that's just pretend

And I don't know yeah I don't know
What I'm really doing here
What I'm really doing here and I don't know
Yeah I don't know what I'm really doing here
What I'm really doing here and I don't know
Yeah I don't know what I'm really doing here
What I'm really doing here and I don't know
Yeah I don't know what I'm really doing here
What I'm really doing here and it’s lame

So in life
All problems that you're facing are common
Attitude makes the difference
With every situation that you're facing
Are common problems
But the difference, it's about your attitude