No Longer Focus

[Verse 1]
Tell me something that I don’t know
Show me places that I won’t go
If you knew what was locked inside
You’d get feels you could not describe
But I think I can take a chance with you
I hope you feel the same way
I wouldn’t mind for you to peek inside
Even though it’s a strange place

[Pre-Chorus]
I use to believe that I’d remain alone
It’s been that way for so long
Maybe as I stand here, I finally have a chance here
Maybe I could be wrong

[Chorus]
I can no longer focus
When I see myself I notice
I don’t act normal, I am abnormal
Living down under but I know this
I can no longer focus
And I’m honestly praying and hoping
That my brain relogs and my thoughts resolve
And it blooms like the nighttime lotus

[Verse 2]
I usually don’t like giving people control of me
Somewhat thankful that you got a hold of me
I must’ve needed a reset
Cause you took the controller from me and then you left
I don’t know what happened to me
But I don’t want to question
If I don’t fill my heart needs---
Caught up in cycles endless
Now I’m starting to believe in love
I’m almost completely sure you are the one

[Pre-Chorus]
I use to believe that I’d remain alone
It’s been that way for so long
Maybe as I stand here, I finally have a chance here
Maybe I could be wrong

[Chorus]
I can no longer focus
When I see myself I notice
I don’t act normal, I am abnormal
Living down under but I know this
I can no longer focus
And I’m honestly praying and hoping
That my brain relogs and my thoughts resolve
And it blooms like the nighttime lotus

[Bridge]
I cannot think cohesively
These thoughts refuse to set me free
Everything, let me be
(x2)

[Chorus]
I can no longer focus
When I see myself I notice
I don’t act normal, I am abnormal
Living down under but I know this
I can no longer focus
And I’m honestly praying and hoping
That my brain relogs and my thoughts resolve
And it blooms like the nighttime lotus