How Bad I Wanna Live

[Verse]
I never dreamed I'd ask what I need now
That he could bear to watch if I fall down
And I don’t come back out of the ocean laughing

He can love me to the blood, he can love me to the bone
But there's still some roads I gotta go alone
And there's still some nights I’m gonna be the only one crying

[Chorus]
Oh but I'm so happy knowing how much more I wanna give
Yeah and I'm so happy knowing just how bad I wanna live

[Verse]
It doesn't matter if my mind goes racing on ahead
Only place for my heart is the very next step
Only placе for my hands is holding to the ground around me

I was lost from my body evеn worse than I thought
Now I love her more than ever, yeah, she's all that I've got
And whatever she tells me she needs, that's what I'm doing

[Chorus]
Oh but I’m so happy knowing how much more I wanna give
Yeah and I’m so happy knowing just how bad I wanna live

[Bridge]
Here on my knees on the wet red clay
Death sings below in the ocean
All you goats and angels, I'm not dying today
I’m not dying today, I'm not dying

[Outro]
Oh but I'm so happy knowing how much more I wanna give
Yeah and I'm so happy knowing just how bad I wanna live
Yeah I’m so happy knowing how much more I wanna give
Yeah and I'm so happy knowing just how bad I wanna live
Just how bad I wanna live
Just how bad I wanna live