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As a kid
I was scared of all the monsters
Frank just like Sinatra
Tried to drink the pain away
To put the past behind ya
Now I'm living day to day
And blocking all the gossip
The only thing I care about's
The mother fuckin' profit
Stop it
Why am I still whippin' in a Honda
And why the girl I wanna wife
Was passed like the ganja
And why the girl be actin nice
I know she hella toxic
One more whiskey on the ice
I might just think she flawless
Aw shit
I think I need to cool it
This liquor got me talking
Like I just been hit by cupid
If I heard it in the morning
I would probably think it's stupid
But fuck it I be feeling nice
And now I'm gonna do it
I knew it
Wake up to some RNR's
My homies said I blew it
Deleting all the proof
I don't wanna review it
I don't think I've told the truth
Since I was going through it
I can't wait to make it big
Just to say I fuckin' knew it
I just wanna drink and chill
My peers have out grew it
Cuz they just wanna pay they bills
I'm focused on the music
I'm happy all y'all got degrees
But that shit wasn't made for me
My parents owned a restaurant
For me that's well suited
Writing in this black book
This shit be my confidant
Surprised I let you hear this shit
Hate it how I'm nonchalant
I went to see a therapist
It's better when I see my aunt
Cuz she can go relate to it
So we can talk bout wine and art
Crazy year winding down
My friend just lost his mother
And this sickness going round
Can't see my grandmother
I would visit on the porch
When she be sitting in the house
Ask me why you never call
I said I'm busy now I'm down
I can see my mom is worried
She just want me educated
She's always in a hurry
But she's always dedicated
Man I love her so much
I do think she is the greatest
The first person to love me
And it's all reciprocated
My dad was always funny
Became my friend when I was twenty
Taught me how to be a man
And how to get my hands muddy
know he my biggest fan
I just hope he proud of me
I'd do anything for him
He'd do the anything for me
That's why I got my fam in the video
Even if they didn't want a cameo
My sister on the west
I know she hear me though
Can tell that she is stressed
Watch sunsets to see the city glow
She ain't coming home but we still tight
Just wanna let you know
I put my fam on my back
And the ones who's not with us
Signed they name with a tat
It kills me inside
To know they never coming back
But that just how it goes
I gotta live where I'm at
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