Suddenly / Back at the Start

I made a mess that i confess is directly due to stress
I’m guilty as sin in webs that I’m spinnin these days

I’ll take the cake with all of my mistakes
Promises bend and break
But it’s just me with you with me

Suddenly, the ink fades and my words just fall apart
Suddenly it hits me that we’re right back at the start

Watching the sunshine making a b-line scorching this bleeding heart of mine
Cashed all my chips in to block it from shining so bright

Broke the rules running so I’ve got it coming,
Coming back around
But it’s just me with you with me

All these nothings they meant more than me than a million somethings ever could be