Guilty

Should I feel guilty for leaving you
Shooting dope every day
All the chemicals say this is true
But I couldn't take it

All the money you owe
All the lies that you told
It's a fuckin disease and it almost took me
But I knew that I couldn't fucking take it
And I know that you'll die in that apartment

And I'll read about you
And I'll feel oh so blue that I couldn't do more
And I know that you'll die in that fucking apartment

And I hope that I'm wrong
And I won't sing this song once you're better

Should I feel guilty for leaving you
When my own shadows came
And they threatened to stay, oh I knew
That I shouldn't take it

We had plans for a show
But I just couldn't go
You were rambling and crazed
And the blood won't erase on the walls
I just couldn't fucking take it

And I know that you'll die in that apartment
And I'll read about you
And I'll feel oh so blue that I couldn't do more
And I know that you'll die in that apartment
And I hope that I'm wrong and I won't sing this song once you're better

Once you're better
Once you're better
Once you change your mind and leave the heroin behind
Once you change your mind and leave the heroin behind
Once you change your mind