I (Original Demo)

The scene of the crime on sunset and vine flying on lines and two dollar wine at 2:39 room 239 sirens wailing off in my mind
Or maybe im just too fucking high ill never know why life of a fiend obsessive obscene blowing off steam with no self esteem im starting to scream
Im paranoid i need some air i need to stand over the edge cause i don't really fucking care about myself cause i was the one who was born in this hell
Now im in hotels huffing narcotics
Shit is so hopeless drunk alcoholics junkies
Ma you fucked me now im alone and nobody cares or loves me heart of a stone and everyone knows im a druggie life is ugly
Dear god can i please have a sec of your time im outta my mind this time im paralyzed

And its still i that i despise woooo oh sadness drips into my days and schizo flips of purple haze
Purple haze

Ive seen comatoses from drug overdoses im drowning in vodka feels like its oceans we're oceans apart and now i have no one nothing weak cause part of me's crushing fucking destruction my head is concussing im in the abyss clenching my fist now i wanna die no i wanna live cause death has been on me since i was a kid
And im still standing on these church steps with my heartbeat pounding through my chest praying to god playing with death and this hatred has my mindset
On 2 matches and a can of gas burning off my skin to hide my darkest days and sins of the past and broken glass in my nightmares when youre not there but youre never there and i can't fight it in the mirror see you everywhere
And i still spit at my refection and this wickedness rejection vicious cycles bad intentions my demise!!!!

And its still i that i despise woooo oh sadness drips into my days and schizo flips of purple haze
Purple haze

Junkies alone in this world whooo oh

Oh sadness drips into my days and schizo flips of purple haze purple haze

Crushing fucking destruction my head is concussing im in the abyss clenching my fist now i wanna die no i wanna live cause death has been on me since i was a kid