Feelings

I stay up late cause every day is filled with darkness
All the shit that I done been through its hard not to be heartless
I know my momma proud of what I'm turning out to be
Shit I'm proud of me cause through it all I always kept it G
I moved it out of town to sign a deal and now I'm free
Nothing's as it seems you should have seen behind the scenes
I am all I ever really needed in the first place
I'ma be the first one to make it out my birthplace
More shows more plays every day feel like my birthday
I ain't speaking on it but you can follow my page
I was patient for ages
I could probably fill a couple hundred pages with all the songs I done wrote
I'm wavy bring a boat
The boy cold get a coat
I ain't worried bout the opps them niggas know they don't want smoke
I'm staying on my toes cause that's the only thing I know
Fuck a 9 to 5 I need 95 a show
Niggas throwing up hoods they don't even bang
Putting on sets they don't even claim
Fucking with a girl that say she faithful
The topsides clean but what's underneath the table
Get it till I got it while I'm willing and I'm able
I'm always riding solo I seen what Cain did to Abel
Can't even trust a brother when you got the same mother
They don't wanna see you make it out unless they do
When they see you riding around the city that's they coupe
They see all the profit not the times I had to regroup
When it came down to it really it was just us
Ducking all the police cause we know there ain't no justice
Let my dreads hang down
Let that kush smoke go
I can't wait to tell my baby she can't work no more
All the shit that used to hurt it doesn't hurt no more
I was broken I can't afford to be broke no more
C.E.O
Neighborhood hero
But anything's better than these numbers under zero
All the sacrifices that I made was investments
All the work that I been putting in getting special
I feel like I'm dying inside so with this time that I got left
I promise you gone want to pay attention
Life is a beautiful thing
We get up and we just go
I just want to see what I'm missing
Fuck a 9 to 5 that ain't never gave me nothing
And selling dope only get me back handcuffed
I wanna live my best life
I'm tryna see what that's like
And all I need is one mic
Hop up in the whip lately I just been on overdrive
All they do is chill and I ain't never been that kind of guy
Know they want to be me I could give a hundred reasons why
Push past it they test me and I passed it