Wanderlust [Relapse]

I’m starin at an empty glass
Knowin that for tonight it should be my last
But alas
 I pour another drink to forget my past
I’m tryna relieve it man
I ain’t tryna relive it as it is
The problems of the present got me livid
Man, fuck this shit
I’m always cursin cause I can’t
Explain witout bein explicit
The world that we live in
Is twisted and I’m anxiety-prone
So girls be eyein me at parties
But I be tryna be home
Cause I’m tired, man I’m so fuckin tired
I’m nauseous and exhausted and my head
Aches and my eyes hurt
Feel like I’mma throw up if I don’t cry first
They ask how you doin so every
Conversation begins with a lie first
In college, so my friends think I’m makin it
Little do they know I’m fakin
It on some complacent shit
Difficult is easy
I have trouble with the basic shit
And my skills higher than normal
Like someone laced the shit's
But still, still, look at me
Shit, playin by the rules of a
System I don’t agree with
And I ain’t elitist
Defeatist so supercilious
I just don’t have time for shit
That I don’t believe in
But I gotta remind myself
There’s bigger problems
Corporations and those with rich pockets
In pockets of the government
So institutions corrupted and my
Homies and their
Cousins face the brunt of it
And yet, still gotta keep perspective
Cause overseas people ain't free or
Kids play with bombs
What the fuck is a Wii?
But that ain't we, thankfully
So I gotta balance between bein
Hateful and bein grateful
See, that’s a hell of a paradox
It leaves me impaired a lot
I swear I have the rarest thoughts
Analyze everything
Ignorance a trance that I’m never in
Think with the fragility of
A tantalized veteran
And that’s the place that my head is in
As I worry bout the direction
That I’m headed in i’m gifted and cursed
But I feel like my best gift is this verse
So I’mma spit until I’m lift in my hearse

It’s time to keep movin on
Got that wanderlust
Keep new stone at each stone
Got that wanderlust wanderlust, oh, woah
Wanderlust, woah
Keep movin on to the beat of the song
To the beat
Keep movin on, take a new step every day
Take a, take a new step every day
Take a, take a new step every day
Keep, keep movin along
Feel, feel the beat of the song
Let the wanderlust pull you
Feel it in your bones, feel it in your bones
Feel it in your body, feel it in your body