Not Good But Better

I ain't always good
But I'm feeling better though
Drinking whiskey, hetero
Calendar is lookin' like the
Skillset, there ain't a lot of
Hoes in my schedule homies on the same shit
I no longer meddle though
I ain't tryna give the tea
But I got kettles though
I want everyone to love me
But I'm a rebel though
And my music take 'em places
I don't get to go
Haven't come to terms with that
I'll feel more than I'll ever know

I havе got to, I have got to
I have got to get away 'forе
I'm out of my mind
I thought too hard, I lost you
Y'all try and stop
Who really loves you? What
You tryin' to find?

Try and make space for my feelings
That shit make me humble
Save grace for the meals
Healin' is a stumble
If you gon' thank God for the blessings
Thank Him for the troubles
Get a couple chips, and then they fold
That's how the cookie crumbles
I guess I let the fear project
I say, I love, they hear, reject
And here's the rub, I made a mess
I cleaned it up by bleeding less
Can't understand what we accept
Can't understate how we neglect
They underrate 'til we give less
I'm underpaid, I'm overstressed

I ain't always good
But I'm feeling better though
Drinking whiskey, hetero
Calendar is lookin' like the
Skillset, there ain't a lot of
Hoes in my schedule homies on the same shit
I no longer meddle though
I ain't tryna give the tea
But I got kettles though
I want everyone to love me
But I'm a rebel though
And my music take 'em places
I don't get to go
Haven't come to terms with that
I'll feel more than I'll ever know

I have got to, I have got to
I have got to get away 'fore
I'm out of my mind
I thought too hard, I lost you
Y'all try and stop
Who really loves you? What
You tryin' to find?