Interlude [Pay Intention Pt. 1]

I had decided that 2020 would be my year
But then the weather changed
It was a storm I felt coming
And I knew I had a lot
To give in the new climate
But while my rhymes were on
My mind took me out of the present
Led me home to the stresses
That threw me offbeat my woman, my family
And the heartbeat of the
Music loved me anyway
And I realized that the gratitude
For that reality was
The foundational blank page to
Write the story on
But that alone wasn't enough
I doubted a lot of the
Love outside that circle
It felt like rhetoric
I needed to be told today and now
Through actions that somethin'
Just couldn't give
The confidence I had about the year
Ahead was replaced with uncertainty
I didn't know if I was ready to be who
I was wherever I was going to be
I didn't know if I could handle it