Cheat Code

Yeah yeah yeah
Shouts to Ian's beard it looks phenomenal
Just a wonderful shape up
Look

VERSE ONE:

Hold up hold up what it do
I been feelin out of place for like a month or two
I been in and out of spaces I aint comfortable
I been semi-functional, alcoholic livin
I been risin' though despite it
I been hearin' lots of riot in the quiet
I been feelin like my life is at that point it's fight or flight it's
Pen and mic it's settle or keep appetite it's
So much more then what it could've been
All these doors i gotta push em in
I want more but look around homie shit i got a lot
Would you rather cry in mansion or be singin in a cot?
Some nights i be thinkin thoughts, others i be thinkin thots
Scrollin scrollin scrollin stomach all in sinkin' knots, but yo
Long as i'm never thinkin stop
My spirit day to day but he gon' play tomorrow watch

HOOK:

I aint chasin rainbows, i live in the rain life is more than a pot of gold
Like the way you hit them angles, but i cant stay around too long, yo i gotta go
Aint nothin out here a free throw
We could be better homie we know
We been out here lookin for the cheat code
It was in the work all along

Verse Two:

All along all along shit i couldn't call it dog
Wall street to Audobon, problem problem problems dog
All the all the all the smog, everybody wanna look outside for inner peace
All exempt to our critiques, so much life to be created
But your attitude on condom dog
You want the fire then it's hours that we gotta log
We created players fuck these lil' style attributes we bought em all
What happens when we got em all?
All i know's i got a lot to prove
I'm gon' show i got a lot to lose
This world cold, we got a lot to do with it
Tryna be opportunistic while they tryn' induce quittin on honorable missions
Told em stop bein different and they should be indifferent
I said what if we didn't, if we lived it
Like we said we would
I think that smile we been lookin for is in the mud

Prechorus:

I been swimmin in the mud
I was drownin in the liquor i was stuck now i'm up yeah
Now im up, aint no cheatin in my blood
Fuck the weakness can't defeat this type of tough mufucker hold up

HOOK REPEAT

THIRD VERSE:

mirror mirror i don't look like me
but would i know me if you showed me?

Mirror mirror i don't look like me.
tell me what you know about it
if you was me shit tell me how you'd go about it

dyin to eat where the table ain't clean tho, where clothes expensive
And the souls all cheap tho, i been on the offensive
like y'all don't know me y'all write yo shit in pencil
my pen is my sword and and i fence through this fence
you can see me im fightin so hard to resent you
wanna taste the air i's conditioned for
So let the breeze blow blow blow
i wan' indulge my woes
feel like everybody like me now but no one love me no more
they all wanna talk to me but don't want me no more
if i don't make it all the way they gon punt me for sure
I know it man i know it
reflection in the glass so i'm pouring man im pourin
tank close to E from all the motion
keep the tears inside so feel like my stomach rowin in the storm now
already tired but they all applaud my form how
can i keep em satisfied when i'm worn down?
when deep inside i crave the life that i've torn down for em jus a lil bit
it's gettin harder and harder to give a shit
im gettin farther and farther from simple shit
they say you ain't scared of fallin you scared of jumpin
sometimes im scared n ashamed what i want shit