Chaos

There it goes
Peace of mind, and well being
Cause as another door closes, so does your heart
Amidst all the chaos
There you were
You shone so bright, guiding me like the north star

So how long must I wait
For something that great
Cuz I know, Rome wasn't built in day

I'm not over
Growing older with you
Running out of things to say

I, was never the guy that you needed
I lied to your face you Believed
I remember, it every day
wish you could say the same

I, never really knew what I wanted
I thought it was you,
But I'm falling
for something else out of mind
I guess I wasted

And here I am
Struggling to find where I've been
My memory is shot, my mind slowly collapsin'
Into the chaos
The hellfire of my own doing
What's the difference anyway, between a good thing and a mistake?

So how long must I wait
For something that great
Cuz I know, Rome wasn't built in day

I'm not over
Growing older with you
Running out of things to say

I, was never the guy that you needed
I lied to your face you believed
I remember, it every day
wish you could say the same

I, never really knew what I wanted
I thought it was you,
But I'm falling
for something else out of mind
I guess I wasted your time