Winter

What if she is fucking me over?
What if she's using my heart to develop her own one?
What if Jacob's telling all my secrets then it'd be over
What if I'm waisting my time tryna make some shit I call Interrogation?
What if it gets hated?
What will future jobs think if I make it?
What if I don't make it?
College applications looking vacant
Writing essay after essay but really my heart is racing
Thinking 'bout if Jason's faking or maybe Aidan's manipulating huh
What if I don't make any progress and my shit is seen as weak?
And I end up homeless or even worse
In and nine to five working till my life is die
Wage slaving on another level making worthless fries
I gotta keep it pushing gotta keep it improving
No mistakes one slip up and then I seal my fate
What if I got misplaced trust in the skills at my make?
What if I'm moving too slow and I'm too late? Okay

Cause winter's got the worst bite
My bed is feeling cold tonight
Deep thoughts Deep thoughts
The snow ain't never been my friend so I wear that protect I said
Winter's got the worst bite
My bed is feeling cold tonight
Deep thoughts Deep thoughts
The storm is coming in soon better wear that protect

Changes on changes feel like I'm racing to make it
And there's a fork in the rode I gotta make a decision
I'm making worlds to inhibit I need a place to stay hidden
I keep in contact with my fellow frees who with it to split it you know
I got they backs and they got my heart
It used to be four kids Skylark to the park
Biking 'round town shitty breaks could barely start
Summer 'seventeen where I where I learned to be a star
Flowerboy had just dropped and BROCKHAMPTON going hard
Waterparks in the dark and all smiles on Mark
Alright, I'll stop being a football dad
It's just hard because I know that me and then are far apart
And I feel as though the coming storm will tear me apart
I'm about to be 18 and then what? then what?
Do I go to school and live my life like what if? what if?
Or do I keep pushing my hardest to know what's on the other side?
Decisions that decide my fate it must feel so nice
To feel secure in a future that you'll be alright
I know my dreams and I know reality
But this music's DMT I can't tell the difference

And the moment I saw her
I knew she was the one
But I guess life doesn't work that way