Overchecking Overthinking

Lately i'm so very afraid
Every time i see your face
Or hear your name
Not anywhere else,but in my brain...

I don't care about you at all
I could never like you and i think you know
I hope i'm not alone
You don't seem to understand
I'm so exhausted from your stealing
Since the very very start...

Not just fear i'm terrified
To be really just a victim in your game
So scared that it forces me to pray
To something higher if that exists
To finally keep you away from me...

I don't care about you at all
I could never like you and i think you know
I hopе i'm not alone
You don't seem to understand
I'm so exhaustеd from your stealing
Since the very very start...

The only thing i want is revenge
For so many years i'm living in regret
You're forcing me to be obsessed
And overchecking,overthinking,overanalysing
Everything you did and said...

I don't care about you at all
I could never like you and i think you know
I hope i'm not alone
You don't seem to understand
I'm so exhausted from your stealing
Since the very very start...