glass delusion.

something inside of me alive and crawling to get out
the whispers of the wind as it speaks without a mouth
it tells me im alive, i have one chance and then it all leaves
like the trees swaying naturally flowing with the breeze

if you go, ill find it a lot easier
because if you stay, ill never speak at all

the colors seem to fade as i lose my head
everythings different since ive been lying in this bed
theres no way to tell you what im thinking and how i feel
because no matter what i do none of this ever feels real

if i go, ill find it a lot easier
because if i stay, ill never speak at all

under the floor boards i can hear my heart beating
every time you talk i just stop breathing
my dad doesn't love me and my mom's too distracted to care

so i lay down in my bed where im safe from the harsh winter air
no you cant reach me up here

my chest heaves beneath my shirt as i face the mirror
notice since i was smaller my face has been much clearer
i know i should be happy but now i dont know what to say
i can see myself clearly but i dont want to look this way

one day all the stars will align and i wont ever feel alone again
one day i will listen to the signs that tell me to get out of bed
one day wont catch myself before i fall
and ill get a big bruise on my head and someone will kiss it very softly for me, loving it so easily and i might just be dead

under the floor boards i can hear my heart beating every time you talk i just stop breathing
my dad doesn't love me and my mom's too distracted to care

so i lay down in my bed where im safe from the harsh winter air
no you can't reach me up here

something inside of me alive and crawling to get out
the whispers of the wind as it speaks without a mouth
it tells me im alive i have one chance and then it all leaves
like the trees swaying naturally flowing with the breeze