hyper vigilant

I saw you around midnight
Didn't want to ruin the vibe
That's why I faded away
And disappeared straight away

On tiptoes, candlelight
Me and you and just some wine
Clothes off to feel our warmth
Dressed up only with our souls

Oh,
I don't wanna miss my chance tonight
Even though I know this ain't right
I still wanna make you mine in time
Oh,
Before someone else reclaims their right
To own you in their arms so tight
Hold on might 'gon start a fight

Cause i can't get you off my mind
Never been so misaligned
Am I too pathetic or just blind ?
Once I would have pretended
Not to see all the red flags
But got wiser and hyper vigilant

Life moves on and so do you
But I can't get over our truth
Just like that our book is burnt
Farewell, chapter closed

Still hanging from your eyes
Yet they cause my heart to cry
Heavenly written you were in hell
Now I have to deal with the devil

Oh,
Printing feelings no words left
Then how do I get rid of my past
If the only way's to write what's next
Oh,
Flowers need water to survive
But what if I want to drown in wine
Neglecting all my suffering inside

Cause i can't get you off my mind
Never been so misaligned
Am I too pathetic or just blind ?
Once I would have pretended
Not to see all the red flags
But got wiser and hyper vigilant

God only knows if our paths are alike
Couldn't imagine without you by my side
But maybe it's the way it is supposed to be
Yet midnight thoughts entirely invade me

Cause i can't get you off my mind
Never been so misaligned
Am I too pathetic or just blind ?
once I would have pretended
Not to see all the red flags
But got wiser and hyper vigilant