Love Letter (Dear Tracy)

Dear Tracy
My hurting squeeze
I hope this will put your mind at ease
I meant to write, you know, but then I thought
Maybe I should wait awhile for my life to sort
So stop being mad because you're not forgotten
I couldn't dare hurt a flower in a world so rotten
With anger, hatred, destruction
Making it difficult for a man like me to function
So to pick up yes once again
With this explanation that should change your mind when
You look and understand with every detail of thought
That what I say is what I mean
And not a line that you bought

You know I'm sorry my feelings now mean nothing more than lies to you
But I, for one, never said it was going to be easy
All I did was imply a blindly organized game plan
That we may be able to keep in touch
Without, obviously, introducing
All the possible interruptions that may take place upon my return
As for your well expressed purpose of our relationship
The feelings were definitely mutual
And due to the fact that we live a continent away
I could not have expected you to want anything more
Nor did I ever deny your existence at any time
You know what I mean baby...
As a matter of fact I've even shared my pleasure of meeting you with my friends
Who hold no influence on my life
And this is due to the fact that I'm still very young
You know cause knowledge is my teacher
And it can only be learned through existence and not resistence
My path is drawn out for me and I shall follow
Until it leads me to my destiny
Whatever it may be, I'm sorry Tracy

Yes, I'm an independent man with a life of my own
I take it all in stride as I, yes I persue it alone
My friends are never forgotten you know, but at times I have to set them aside
So they don't confuse the issue
Which is the life that I ride
As far as keeping up a pretense and not honoring my word
I hope that's something you made up baby
And not something you heard