Wounded Soul

I been through so much shit I'm hoping that it comes to end
I love my life but i cannot forget the days that i spent
Enduring pain and thinking when the fuck am i gonna win
I know i know it takes some time and i am not mad at that
If only you could read my mind cause there's a lot that's unsaid
But i will neva cheat the grind i gotta give it my best
If you know me then you know i i am not like the rest no i am not like them
I cannot vibe like them i speak my mind i can
Taking my time i been trying to decide my plan
I'm thinking big i am i gotta my hold my chin up i can't pretend
Fixed the the light that they dimmed I'm a try try again different type ion blend
Love my guys they my kin they gon ride till the end
Living live ona edge thinking bout what it is
Did me wrong once again can't justify what u did
It's a lot i took in too much pain i admit
Thought it was over for me but really this shit just began
Really i wanted to quit constantly picked up my chin
They don't know how it hard is they don't know shit about me
I was bout ready i just wanna throw it all away
Friends they call my phone they telling me they just one one call away
Miss my younger self she full of joy she just so far away
I don't give a fuck got no more trust they took it all away
My path is different then theirs
It's different shoes that i wear my aura different they faking it's crazy they not aware
Of things they doing remove em and now they act like they care
Can't play me they wouldn't dare chosen protected I'm rare
Like who do they think that they scare? i gotta say all my prayers
It's things underneath the layer act like a dummy it's funny a lot of shit don't be fair
But shit it is what it is ain't gonna say what u did
It must be fun just to hurt me cause everybody onat time it's kinda disturbing
The things these niggas do i swear that shit is concerning
Ode ode bridges be burning I'm open to a lot things I'm foreva learning
And I'm foreva getting paid I'm foreva earning
And I'm foreva trill i swear nobody deserve me
And I'm foreva still I'm finding peace I'm preserving