Bloodstains

All this pain I hold inside
All this pain I hold inside, it drives me insane
I was broken down bad, look what he became
Had to build myself back from all that remains
Now my memories filled with blood stains
All this pain I hold inside, it drives me insane
I was broken down bad, look what he became
Had to build myself back from all that remains
Now my memories filled with blood stains
Even with my clipped wings, I try to fly away
Looking to escape, to somewhere that's far away
Feels like I'm stuck in a cage, got nowhere to go
Still I'm guided by the light, I never went astray
So much pain in my life, see it in my gaze
I'm tryna change, but it feels like I'm stuck in my ways
It's like I'm running through a maze, with no end in sight
But still I fight until I come across some better days
Can't turn my back on this life, because you know I chose it
I found some snakes in the grass, you know I had to mow it uhh
I'm a poet, yeah I know it, it's my time to show it
Can't keep on second guessing myself, like what If I blow it
All this pain I hold inside, it drives me insane
I was broken down bad, look what he became
Had to build myself back from all that remains
Now my memories filled with blood stains
All this pain I hold inside, it drives me insane
I was broken down bad, look what he became
Had to build myself back from all that remains
Now my memories filled with blood stains
Look in the mirror and I hate what I see
I don't know the person staring back at me
Guess this is the way that it has to be
Or is it the devil playing tricks on me?
I don't know, but i guess I'll find out one day
I never quit because I know I'll make it some way
No matter what, I'll shoot my shot, not talking gunplay
Fuck what some say, I'm gonna make it out here someday
Even then, I'm still at war with all my demons
Been at battle for so long, it feels like it's gone on for eons
I'm a warrior, so you know I won't quit for any reason
These niggas will switch up on you, some will even commit treason
All this pain I hold inside, it drives me insane
I was broken down bad, look what he became
Had to build myself back from all that remains
Now my memories filled with blood stains
All this pain I hold inside, it drives me insane
I was broken down bad, look what he became
Had to build myself back from all that remains
Now my memories filled with blood stains