Good Enough

When am I good enough
When am I good enough
When am i good enough

Why does it feel like i keep on running in circles
Days go by and i don't ever deserve it
Feel like the only way to get out of this shit
Is to purchase perceverens when I learned it
You focus on the shit that makes your mind clear

Fuck a fashion brand
Putting my time in this year
I was pushed around and bullied at an early age
But i knew I had a talent
But first i had to get right
I knew that i could balance

Started writing when i was like 10
Started performing in front of family and friends
Funny enough
The only thing I ever got in school was f's
When they finally put me up on the stage
That's when i got my first a
I was to young to understand
What thay really meant
I kept on doing it i just wanted to make amends
Never felt like i was good enough
So i decided to hide and pretend

I wanted to make my mom and my dad proud
10 years later that's still the main goal
10 years later I'm trynna get my name known

Around the age of fifteen
I discovered that i could rap
But i kept it under wraps
Nobody knew the true shit that i had going on
Discover new shit everyday about myself
Just like a pokemon i gotta evolve
So hopefully one day they think that I'm enough
Growth never stops

You lose everything to realize what truly matters
My mind is an unruly mess and
It's truly scattered who can be better
I'ma true competitor don't compare me to you
Cause you don't know what I been through
So many visions of seeing myself on a TV screen
All the people around me thinking I'm crazy for believing in my dreams
But i guess they had point

It wasn't until around the age of nineteen
Where i started to finally build my team
And I swear I ain't winning
Till like we all winning
So focused on being better
And being there for them
When they need it the most
We don't boast
But when we finally make it yeah we gone toast
Growing up I felt so alone
So it really means the world
To share my vision with the team and watch it unfurl
Never focused to much on the money and the girls

When shit gets to dry just apply the lotion
This shit gets me high so i fire my condolences
Nowadays i walk around with a different perspective so i fight to put my soul in it
This the story of me and i
Just wanna be free
And y'all don't get to control it
And by now it's time to get going
I said this the story of me and you better get to know it