Casket In The Dirt

Lately it's starting to feel like I'm spinning around
Hold myself above waves so I don't drown
Said their one call away but that feels like outer space
They all want me to stay
So they don't cry on holidays

Imagine them standing over my
My casket in the dirt
My casket in the dirt

I write all these songs for you but you don't ever listen
I tore myself apart and you'll never see it
I cry all night for you
You don't hear me screaming
I write all these songs for you but you don't even listen

Load the gun put it to my head
And I never would tell any of my friends
That I can't even look in the mirror
I'm afraid of what I might hear
Like are you happy now such a selfish girl
Who couldn't figure out
How to live in this harsh world

Imagine them standing over my
My casket in the dirt
My casket in the dirt

I write all these songs for you but you don't ever listen
I tore myself apart and you'll never see it
I cry all night for you
You don't hear me screaming
I write all these songs for you
But you don't even listen