I hate myself

I want to be loved, so I break hearts and I break my self-love
I hate what I'm doing to you, I hate what I'm doing with you
I said I'm confused, but am I really lying to you?
Am I doing this to you?
Cause I want to be loved so I break hearts and I break my self-love
I hate what I'm doing to you, I hate what I'm doing with you
I said I'm confused, but am I really lying to you?
Am I doing this to you?
Cause I want to be loved