Lesson Not a Loss

But it was a lesson not a loss
I'm drowning
While I'm laying in your arms
I'm drowning
But I can't escape the dark
So I keep holding on to you
Holding on to you
Something inside me
Is still stuck in the past
The time has come that I really got to say
I got to get away
It's like an addiction
It's like a silent hidden mission
An invisible prison
It's killing me killing me killing me slowly
Caught your eye and got attached
To a love that was never meant to last
I keep making the same mistakes
All over again
This isn't right
I'm laying
Awake at night
Can somebody show me how to see the light
I tried
It's like an addiction
It's like a silent hidden mission
An invisible prison
It's killing me killing me killing me slowly
I shouldn't have listened
When you said you wouldn't hurt me
Look at the damage it has caused
But it was a lesson not a loss
The aggression
The passion
It's all getting twisted
This time I'm done
Yeah, it's time for some distance
When I cut this loose I'll be
Healing
You call me again
You keep screaming
It's like an addiction
It's like a silent hidden mission
An invisible prison
It's killing me killing me killing me slowly
It's like an addiction
It's like a silent hidden mission
An invisible prison
It's killing me killing me killing me slowly
I shouldn't have listened
When you said you wouldn't hurt me
Look at the damage it has caused
But it was a lesson not a loss