Happy

I wanna be happy is /that to much to ask yes
brain in the past and can't get it out am I stuck in a trap yes
am I lost forever am I lost forever yes

my thoughts are contradicting my confidence is limping sadness is addicting and I just wanna quit it woo !anxiety is tripping perception steady drifting I'm getting tired of living I just wanna end it woo!
I'm stuck with this void and it's trapped in my heart I'm stuck with this voice and it's makin life hard everything foggy the past left me scarred I can't make it stop cuz I'm trapped in a box that box always locked